Reward and Punishment.

Cocurriculum something-something, Supposedly some of us take that subject next sem, tapi for some circumstances, ambik sem ni. Some of us je yang ambik. dan Farah turut ambik. And she need to present about Reward and Punishment. She asked for my help to teach her somethingsomething. [takde kena mengena]

then in her presentation, ada pasal reward and punishment. the theory here is, you must think about the effect of your behavior before you act on it.

So the effect may have the reward or the punishment. Kira senang la, habiskan topik kat situ. My problem was, I never tot of my act. So how can i think of the consequences. Damn it.

I wrote a story, something like a bit part of a novel, which the story was about something-something. FYI, I wrote it as a status in my FB page. AND without any of my expectation, my kakak read it. Oh my Allah. Boleh pulak begitu. and she tot that , that was some of my imaginations to be that or something.


IT WAS just something that you have in mind about it, then you try to write about it, and in a sudden, it becomes something like a story. Well, it is a story, who cares whatever it is. For me, it is only a piece of my idea. I do write a lot before. But I keep it in my laptop, and when my laptop was stolen, I lost everything in it.

and for God sake, I only have the folder in my hard disk. the folder that contains nothing. jahat punya backup hard disk.

so, conclusion ;

1. I never tot of my doings, and most of my acts is wrongdoings.

2. I got nothing left in my virtual memory disk, mostly all those lovely picture of my life.

3. Well I still have my brain to kept all the memoir, and I know I might forget it without I realize it happen.

Sekian Wassalam.

Bachelor of Education in TESL, IIUM.

Bachelor of Education in Teaching English as a Second Language, Kulliyyah of Education, International Islamic University Malaysia.

For real, there are a lot of people who don't know that we have Kuliyyah of Education in IIUM, Gombak.

How can you be here?

I think the procedure is worst than applying to be in IPG or something, because, most of the student of Kuliyyah of Education is originally form CFS IIUM with different backgrounds.

We was studying at the Foundation with different courses, and we start our degree with another different course. KAU ADE? HAHA.

Yet, outsiders still can apply to be in Kuliyyah of Education in IIUM, especially if you were from matriculation of TESL, MARA students who dont get enough points to further their study in overseas *ops* somewhere somehow can also apply to be here. trololol.

However, it is such a nice experience to be here because we have the smallest number of each batch every year, the highest number for a batch is around 60-70 person i think. Can fit in a class, and can be awesomely close together *kbye*

meh le belaja kat sini, nak apply mintak dengan A&R ek, mudah je, kot.

STILL kena ambik MEDSI test and interview whatever. hewhewhew.

What we have here are,

TAASL - Teaching Arabic as a Second Language
TESL - Teaching English as a Second Language
GUIDE - Guidance and Counselling
ISED - Islamic study -UstadUstajah-

sekian wassalam merapu kali ini. ;)

P/s : the writer is extremely bad in grammar and curretly here pursuing studies in TESL for the sake of teaching herself, tak lepas langsung to teach orhers.

For any questions, you can mail me at ,

It's my pleasure to entertain you but please don't ask stupid question like "akak lecturer ni best tak?" 

Aku hempuk gak. I don't learn to be a teacher by letting my colleagues exploiting my teachers here :)

Bermula Kembali.

It's been few years. Banyak benda dah baru. Menaip dengan laptop baru, which mostly remind me of my Ummi, Achik beli laptop baru, betulkan niat. Guna laptop untuk ape.

Hanya Allah yang tahu, kenapa laptop hari tu kena curi, ada sebabnya Allah ambik. Cuma Achik yang tahu salah Achik. Dan wondering, kebaikan apekah yg telah saya lakukan menggunakan laptop ini?

Back to the point, bermula kembali. Saya kembali menulis. Dan kembali allow others to read my blog, but still with hopes that nobody reads mine.

Saya harapkan pahala dari penulisan saya, namun saya harapkan tiada sesiapa yang membacanya. Kata Angah, kita menulis untuk apa? Sekadar menulis sebuah diari bodoh hakiki, atau perkongsian untuk mendapatkan berkat Ilahi?

you have your own well function mind to think about it.

Rasulullah (Sallallaho alaihe wasallam) said, "The contrast between a person who glorifies Almighty Allah and one who does not remember Him is like that between the living and the dead."

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~
then, its better for not finding a reason to broke it.

لا يؤمن أحدكم حتى يحب لأخيه ما يحب لنفسه;
None of you truly believes until he loves for his brother what he loves for himself.

do love urself,
and do love others,
because u will get one if u be one.

thank you. :)