born to wait.

:)
its such , naa, it is sweet, but m not gonna say its valuable.


dudes, are u gonna wait for a girl, that do stole your heart,
accept u as a boyfriend for a several days, and then, having someone else, after somebody else, and keep blogging and uploading their 'sweet+couple+memories' , which is u can read it, and then, u were saying, u will wait for her.

argh, i dont know it is valid, or even valuable.

jealous?

maybe.

but, frustrated bec of the stupidity of love?

totally yes.


adoyai, there is only one such question in my head, perlu ke?

ok fine, u had fall in love.

however, what i would see in my side is,

kalau that girl is worth to wait, than find.

well, kolot ke, old school ke,

i dont mind, at all.


andai dia seorang khadijah, mungkin layak kamu bergelar muhammad.

andai dia seorang fatimah, berjasakah kamu seperti ali?

andai dia seorang zulaikha, istimewakah kamu seperti yusuff?


ok, well, its my words, as translated by my own opinion.

a partner could be someone who will benefits u, here and there.



tapi logiclah, x kan a people who dont even touch sejadah over his lifetime, evendo born as a muslim, will rolled his eyes on a woman with a purdah.

naa, it is a fact, as a mentaliti i have. dush!

ok, i dont know.

i know nothing about a relationship between 12 to 19 years old child.
[haha! mentang2 la dah masuk doploh. dergh.]

if it is worth for u to wait, then do wait, and please, dont die. it will be sangat2 me-wasting-kan ur whole lifetime.

Aron Ralston pon boleh potong tangan sendiri, guna pisau tumpul, untuk survive, bec he knows, if he keep waiting for someone to come, its just wasting, and if he do, he will die. thats all.


a simple life quote ;

if u love somebody, ur point is just to make him/her happy.
if, if he/she will be happy just without u in their side, then, leave them.

seriously, bodoh kalau main paksa2 orang x sudi ni. TAK BERBALOI.

naaah, m not a love doctor.
just hold on a sentence, tak perlu mengharap pada yang tak sudi.

pak cik katak pon paham, kalau saya tak sudi dia duduk dekat sink dapur, dia akan blah awal2, daripada kena masuk plastik baling ke laut. memang makin buat orang benci ada la.

HAHA.


nak jadi begini?

ehem.

saya ada sepupu.
nama sepupu saya muhammad sabqi lochman.

saya ada traffice mende entah,
ada visitor dari wilayah persekutuan kuala lumpur, for a several time.

well, blog saya ni memang la x pernah dikunjung orang.

tapi papepon,
orang tu suka tinggalkan tapak kaki

sebab dia suka tinggal tandatangan dia

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so, saya rasa dia stalk saya lah!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
current song ; like only a woman can,brian mcfadden, videos of damon+elena. cool vid, ya, bec mr somerhalder as a damon is cool.

sememangnya di rumah. bercuti untuk 7 bulan.
ye la, menyahut seruan kerajaan kan.

ada bau hangit kat dapur, tapi malas nk tengok.




ok, pergi tengok jap.

dan, encik amir asyraf sedang goreng cekodok sampai hangit. haha.




tadi terbaca status seorang kawan,amat frust katanya. erm, tulisnya la.and there is a comment ; nk tahu cote bca kat blog sy.
see ; blog is ur diary , ur private diary i meant.
x kisahlah. they have their own right.

dan kestressan dia adalah kerana result exam rasanya.
dan saya sedar ; rupanya bukan sy sahaja yg x suka gagal.
kejam ayat weh. ok, rupanya, kegagalan itu amat pahit. and they might had it often, and me, just once. once, yg 2 pon x sempat feeling habis, terlebih hormon redha.
xde lah, redha tetap redha, tp cuak tu teramat, yang penting bila dah habis, bertawakkal lah.


lagi ; sebenarnya i ddnt expecting that there is a worlds for blogger, means, the live with it. follower beribu, gathering, comments beratus, it is cool. tapi kan, im wondering, how many times do they spend on their keyboard. hehe.

xde la, i know they r oredy hebat amat on that. kira tip top lah sume.

ain't like me. bukak seminggu sekali, kot. kalau dh lupa x bukak la berzaman, kalau bersemangat bukak la tiap jam. wee~
x pe lah, im not a blogger in list pon. buat blog sbb tengok org ada, kita nk jugak. then, pandai buat pandai la bertanggungjawab ye kakak. :)

boleh pulak bicara tentang dikir. :P

okay, its also a lame song.
entah kat mana la dengar ni, abe qih la ajar kak chik ni.

tapi saya suka lyrics dia, bec its a story.

tapi bila diutarkan pada seseorang yang bergelar lelaki,
dia marah.
marah weh.
katanya ; bangga la tu orang buat lagu macam tu?
bangga la orang puji2 mengidam kat dia?
rasa hebat sangat la tu?

hadeih..

tak sangka la pulak boleh dilihat dari sudut itu.

sekarang, inilah bukti,
lagu memuja wanita itu haram.
evendo lagu lain berlambak, tapi dah lagu ni je yang difahami maksud,
yang ni je yang dia hentam.

HARAM. HARAM puji wanita.

teringat suatu ketika ketika memuji seorang ustazah,

'ustazah, jubah ustazah cantik la, corak dia comel'

dan kemudian, ustazah tu ucap terima kasih, tapi lepas tu, beliau x berhenti bertahmid.
alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah.

terdetik di hati, erk, ustazah terlbeih perasan ke? (astaghfirullah! )

dan bila akal ni berfungsi sedikit,
alhamdulillah bermaksud, segala puji bagi Allah,
dan beliau mengucapkan itu bagi mengelakkan hati jadi riak, dan memindahkan puji pujian itu kepada Allah. [entah.betul.tidak.ayat.neh]
subhanallah..
kalau kita, kalau saya la,
saya buat tataw je,
bangga mungkin ada sedikit, tapi banyak buat poyo je. sebab tataw nk bg respon ape.
dan ustazah, pujian baginya adalah pujian untuk penciptaNya.


ok, back to the topic.
category lagu ni dalam dikir, tapi asal xde hu ha hu ha tu, dan boleh didengar, dengar la jugak jarang2.

> daripada dengar lagu ambo rasa nak bini yang benjie nyanyi.
hadoi, sapo la ajar neh.

megat nordin, ambo raso bekeney lyrics ;

Baru tengok ambo raso bekene,
Ore jangok serto come,

Ore sedap kelih amboi kulit putih,
Lemoh lembut gayo baik budi bahaso,
Sari tok kelih aii nok duduk toklih,
Ati dale dado toktau nok kato..

Tapi ambo bimbe takutnyo laye,
Mugo balik kawe serbo serbi kure,
Demo ore come serto sedap kelih,
Ramai ore bekene buleh tehe nok pilih..

Baru tengok hati bekene...

Duk nati-nati, nati nok tengok,
Puah bediri ambo duduk congok,
Duk tunggu-tunggu, tunggu nok kelih,
Dipasar minggu di wokaf che yeh...

Bo moleknyo lalu nok tegur raso malu,
Nok sebut tok keno mugo tak tahu namo,
Bimbe takutnyo maroh ke buleh pekdoh,
Ambo hile gamok dio tengok ambo tengok...

Napok-napok tu ado gayo
Ambo senyum gak dio suko,
Nyo mari brani gak sreto metro
Ado giye doh balik ambo...

Baru tengok hati bekene...

Chorus..

Ambo cubo nok masuk dekat,
Kalu buleh ambo nok tanyo,
Kalu sudi tolonglah jawab,
Adik manis siapo namonyo...

:D
buat poyo je~~

Egypt's Muslim Brotherhood

The Muslim Brotherhood, or al-Ikhwan al-Muslimun, is Egypt's oldest and largest Islamist organisation.

Founded by Hassan al-Banna in the 1920s, the group has influenced Islamist movements around the world with its model of political activism combined with Islamic charity work.



The movement initially aimed simply to spread Islamic morals and good works, but soon became involved in politics, particularly the fight to rid Egypt of British colonial control and cleanse it of all Western influence.

Today, though officially banned and subject to frequent repression, the Ikhwan lead public opposition to the ruling National Democratic Party of President Hosni Mubarak, who has been in power since 1981.

While the Ikhwan say that they support democratic principles, one of their stated aims is to create a state ruled by Islamic law, or Sharia. Their most famous slogan, used worldwide, is: "Islam is the solution".


The Ikhwan's most frequently used slogan is: "Islam is the solution"

Revolution
After Banna launched the Muslim Brotherhood in 1928, branches were set up throughout the country - each running a mosque, a school and a sporting club - and its membership grew rapidly.


Hassan al-Banna was assassinated by an unknown gunman in 1948
By the late 1940s, the group is believed to have had as many as two million followers in Egypt, and its ideas had spread across the Arab world.

At the same time, Banna created a paramilitary wing, the Special Apparatus, whose operatives joined the fight against British rule and engaged in a campaign of bombings and assassinations.

The Egyptian government dissolved the group in late 1948 for attacking British and Jewish interests. Soon afterwards, the group was accused of assassinating Prime Minister Mahmoud al-Nuqrashi.

Banna denounced the killing, but he was subsequently shot dead by an unknown gunman - believed to have been a member of the security forces.

In 1952, colonial rule came to an end following a military coup d'etat led by a group of young officers calling themselves the Free Officers.

The Ikhwan played a supporting role - Anwar al-Sadat, who became president in 1970, was once the Free Officers' liaison with them - and initially co-operated with the new government, but relations soon soured.


>Egypt's oldest and largest Islamist organisation
>Founded by Hassan al-Banna in 1928
>Has influenced Islamist movements worldwide
>Mixes political activism with charity work
>Banned from open political activity
>Rejects use of violence and supports democratic principles
>Wants to create a state governed by Islamic law
>Slogan: "Islam is the Solution"
>After a failed attempt to assassinate President Gamal Abdul Nasser in 1954, the Ikhwan were blamed, banned, and thousands of members imprisoned and tortured. The group continued, however, to grow underground.

This clash with the authorities prompted an important shift in the ideology of the Ikhwan, evident in the writing of one prominent member, Sayyid Qutb.

Qutb's work advocated the use of jihad (struggle) against jahili (ignorant) societies, both Western and so-called Islamic ones, which he argued were in need of radical transformation.

His writings - particularly the 1964 work Milestones - inspired the founders of many radical Islamist groups, including Islamic Jihad and al-Qaeda.

In 1965, the government again cracked down on the Ikhwan, executing Sayyid Qutb in 1966 and making him a martyr throughout the region.





Crackdown
During the 1980s the Ikhwan attempted to rejoin the political mainstream.


The Muslim Brotherhood is officially banned and subject to frequent repression
Successive leaders formed alliances with the Wafd party in 1984, and with the Labour and Liberal parties in 1987, becoming the main opposition force in Egypt. In 2000, the Ikhwan won 17 seats in the People's Assembly.

Five years later, the group achieved its best election result to date, with independent candidates allied to it winning 20% of the seats.

The result shocked President Mubarak. The government subsequently launched a crackdown on the Ikhwan, detaining hundreds of members, and instituted a number of legal "reforms" to counter their resurgence.

The constitution was rewritten to stipulate that "political activity or political parties shall not be based on any religious background or foundation"; independent candidates were banned from running for president; and anti-terrorism legislation was introduced that gave the security forces sweeping powers to detain suspects and restrict public gatherings.

Leaders of President Mubarak's ruling National Democratic Party (NDP) also worked hard to reduce the likelihood of further opposition gains in the November 2010 parliamentary elections.

But their efforts backfired somewhat - the failure of candidates allied to the Ikhwan to win a single seat in the first round was accompanied by allegations of widespread fraud.


The Muslim Brotherhood boycotted the second round of the November 2010 elections
The group subsequently joined other opposition parties in announcing a boycott of the second round, and the NDP was left in the embarrassing situation of taking more than 80% of the seats in the People's Assembly.



The continued repression of the opposition was one of the main triggers for the mass anti-government protests by thousands of Egyptians in late January 2011, which saw the NDP's headquarters in Cairo set on fire.

The Ikhwan were blamed for fomenting the unrest, but its deputy general guide, Mahmoud Izzat, insisted it was a popular uprising.

"We are part of the people. The people are demanding the basics - mainly the necessities of life - and they have the right to do so. The people also demand their freedom and the dissolution of the fake parliament," he told al-Jazeera TV.

"The youths want the demonstrations to be peaceful but the regime uses excessive violence against the youths, such as rubber bullets."

by ; BBC NEWS.

and im not that great to give a comment, my humble opinion, i think the news is being fair. :D

"Like Only A Woman Can"

an old song.
lama ke? lame la jugak.
setelah keberangkatan briAN mc fadden dari westlife,
dari BRYAN kepada BRIAN. his real name.

memang la termata banyak gossip pasal dia, dan memusuhi dia.
tapi x kisahlah. its just a song. yang mana baik ambik, yg x baik, leave it.
done.



I wasn't perfect
I done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn't looking for forgiveness
I wasn't laid up by my pride
Just shocked by her attention

Did someone sign me up for love?
I didn't want it
But now I can't live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She's kinda perfect
She's kinda everything I'm not
Yes, she's an angel
It's amazing how she's patient
Even more at times I'm not
She's my conscience

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can.

bila aku jatuh cinta. :)

Posted on January 4, 2011 by razifbinmohamed




Allahu Rabbi aku minta izin

Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta

Jangan biarkan cinta untuk-Mu berkurang

Hingga membuat lalai akan adanya Engkau

…….

Allahu Rabbi

Aku mohon dan meminta

Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta

Penuhilah hatiku dengan bilangan cinta-Mu yang tak terbatas

Biar cintaku pada-Mu tetap utuh

…….

Allahu Rabbi

Izinkanlah bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta

Pilihkan untukku seseorang yang hatinya penuh dengan kasih-Mu

dan membuatku semakin mengagumi-Mu

…….

Allahu Rabbi

Bila suatu saat aku jatuh hati

Pertemukanlah kami

Berilah kami kesempatan untuk lebih mendekati cinta-Mu

…….

Allahu Rabbi

Pintaku terakhir adalah seandainya kujatuh hati

Jangan pernah Kau palingkan wajah-Mu dariku

Anugerahkanlah aku cinta-Mu…

Cinta yang tak pernah pupus oleh waktu

…..

amin,wallahu'alam

http://razifmohamed.wordpress.com/

˙ɹǝʌǝ ɹǝʌǝu

i had never ever wished
never wished to have people know me.

i dont want anybody know me.

ddnt say that im ashame with my self, nope.
really not.

but i dont want people to know me.

tu je.
ape la susah sangat.

:)

kadang kadang saya nak je tanya semua benda yang saya nak tahu.

tapi, boleh ke?

kadang kadang saya nak je tanya beratus soalan,

agar saya dapat seribu jawapan.

kadang kadang saya nak je cakap macam mana saya nak cakap,

tapi, boleh ke?

kadang kadang saya harap orang tahu,

apa yang saya nak tahu.

tapi mereka tahu ke saya nak tahu.

kadang kadang saya mahu berbicara sewenangnya.

agar saya tahu segalanya.

kadang kadang .

kadang kadang macam nak masuk kandang.

susah bila hidup dalam keadaan tertanya tanya ni.

so, jaganlah malu bertanya. :)

gave.

JIMMY LIN DUI WANG LYRICS

xiang yi ke qian li wai de xin guang
wo men zhi neng dui wang
xiang xin ai bu hui shuo huang
zhi shi fen kai shou chang

wo deng hou de yuan wang
zhong shi shi wang
xiang liu xin yao yan que hui dui wang

ni de ai de li liang
ru he fei xiang
yao bu ke ji de yuan fang

yao yuan de xin guang zhi neng ning wang
ni shi fou yi yang
hui ba ai gua zai xin shang

man tian de xin guang jiu shuan gei wo
yi qian ge yuan wang wo zhi xiang huan ni
yi zhi pei zai wo de sheng pang




---------------------------------
Looking At Each Other
---------------------------------



Like the starlight thousands of miles away
We can only look at each other
Believe love does not lie
It's only stored separately

The hope I'm waiting for
Always ends in disappointment
Like the bright meteor crashing down

The power of your love
How does it fly
To the unreachable distance

We can only gaze at the faraway starlight
Do you still
Keep love on your mind

Even if a sky full of starlight gives me
A thousand wish, I only want to exchange for you
to be always by my side.

she said ;

i am not a princess,
not even a cindrella,
nor a lovely girl,
and not going to be a sweety at all.

could you please,
stop fall in love with me?

that what she told him,
and she didn't get any reply.

and wondering,
he is not replying because of understanding,
or offline?



.....

....

...

..

.




dergh ; tenet putus lagi. -.-''

:)

Today, upon a bus,
I saw a girl with golden hair.
and wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and wore a crutch.
But as she passed, a smile.
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 legs, the world is mine.
I stopped to buy some candy.
The lad who sold it had such charm.
I talked with him, he seemed so glad.
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me,
"I thank you, you've been so kind."
"It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind."
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 eyes, the world is mine.
Later while walking down the street,
I saw a child with eyes of blue.
He stood and watched the others play.
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join the others, dear?"
He looked ahead without a word.
And then I knew, he couldn't hear.
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 ears, the world is mine.
With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's glow.
With ears to hear what I'd know.
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed, the world is mine.


Aku sayang kamu
Aku sayang DIA
Tanpa DIA kita tak mungkin bersua
Kerana DIA aku mampu lihat kamu
Kerana DIA aku boleh lihat dunia

Aku sayang kamu
Aku juga sayang DIA
DIA yang mengajar tentang semua
Tentang kehidupan
Tentang manusia
Tentang kamu
Jangan kamu pisahkan
Antara aku dan DIA
Andainya aku..
kau tinggalkan
Aku hanya digelar…
“bekas” kekasih…

Tapi…

Jika aku tinggalkan DIA
Tiada “bekas” untukku
Tiada “bekas” untuknya

Kerana…

Darah merah yang mengalir
adalah darah DIA…

kemaafan darimu ku pinta
Aku tidak akan sayang kamu
Tanpa restu dari DIA
Aku tidak akan sayang kamu
Tanpa keredhaan NYA.

copied.
he called me ustazah.
because he respect me, er, thats what he said.

i had never ask him to. because i dont know him at all.

unfortunately.
i got a message, from his girlfriendd,
she said to me,
awak ni mesti ustazah yg b .

ahh. pagi2 dah gila.
haha.

awak dan saya.

awak,
untuk semua yang awak lakukan,
mungkin awak terlupa satu benda.

saya adalah wanita, sepertimana ibu awak.

awak,
kalau awak rasa saya ni seperti sampah,
yang awak boleh buat sesuka kati,
samalah ibu awak,
awak boleh buang beliau dalam tong sampah.

awak,
kalau awak rasa saya ni tidak berperasaan,
awak nak tengking nak buat main,
saya pun sama dengan ibu awak,
akan terasa bila ditinggikan suara,
akan berduka bila dimarah dicerca.

awak,
kalau awak rasa saya ni memang patut untuk disumpah seranah,
memang patut dijual dilelong,
cubalah awak jual ibu awak sendiri,
seperti mana perasaan beliau, seperti itu perasaan saya.

awak,
kalau awak rasa ibu awak pantang awak buat jahat,
seperti itu juga saya tak nak awak buat jahat,
kepada saya, ataupun sesiapa.
dan kalau awak rasa awak bebas buat jahat,
awak buatlah jahat awak tu kepada ibu awak dulu.

awak,
kalau awak rasa sayA manja,
mudah menaNgis dan dibuli,
dan semua tu membuatkan awak bahagia gembira,
mungkin awak lupa, ibu awak pun begitu,
dan saya yakin awak MUNGKIN juga akan berbahagia jika ibu awak dipermainkan begitu.

awak,
kalau awak rasa ibu awak wanita yang matang,
memang wajar dihormati,
x seperti saya,
mungkin awak terlupa,
saya juga akan matang suatu hari nanti,
saya juga akan meningkat dewasa,
dan ketika itu, saya juga akan dihormati.

awak,
kalau awak rasa ibu awak adalah isteri solehah,
maka memang wajar dihormati,
saya juga akan menjadi seorang isteri,
solehah atu tidak, itu bukan ditangan awak.
tapi tiada isteri yang mahu jadi isteri derhaka,
dan kalau awak anggap semua wanita itu akan jadi isteri derhaka jugak nanti,
maka permainkanlah ibu awak, sebab beliau pun wanita.

awak,
kalau awak anggap ibu awak mulia setelah melahirkan awak,
saya juga, suatu masa nanti, akan melahirkan zuriat saya,
saya juga akan menjadi ibu.
sepertimana awak menghormati ibu awak,
seperti itu anak anak saya akan menghormati saya.

awak,
mungkin awak nampak saya macam duit seposen,
x bernilai pun,
suka hait awak la nak buat macam mana,
tapi awak lupa kan, saya juga perempuan seprti ibu awak.

maaf untuk semua yang menyakiti.
maaf untuk semua yang disalahi.
saya menulis mengikut minda saya.

terasa terlalu jahat untuk guna ana enta, terasa terlalu biadap untuk guna kau aku.
biarlah sounds gedik pun dengan awak saya.

mungkin saya tak kisah dengan ape yang awak buat, sebab saya tak hilang 50sen pun,
tapi ape yang awak buat, mungkin akan terjadi kepada ibu awak, adik awak, kakak awak, mahupun anak awak dikemudian hari. sebab itu saya kisah, kerana ;

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES BACK AROUND. :)

hari :)

hari, setiap hari kita lalui.

tapi semalam, adalah hari yang paling menyulitkan.

mungkin paling teruk, sebab saya sudah lupa kejadian yang lebih teru, that ever happened.

dan ianya memberi banyak pengajaran.
terlampau banyak.

bila kita jauh, dan kita x mampu buat pape,
dengan tangan kita.
betapa susah nak handle benda, only by phone.
yes, macam nak gila.

nak marah orang, nak sangat, tapi dah tahu,
kalau marah, dia akan rasa lebih tercabar,
dan perkara yang lebih buruk, yang akan berlaku.

yes, u should know what kind of person u r dealing with.

lembut berbicara makin menyukarkan keadaan,
ayat yang paling gila pernah ku dengar,

'akak nak adik delete gambar tu boleh, tapi akak topup untuk adik dulu. '

Allah, menyirap darah.
nak deal dengan budak 15 tahun yang x dikenali,
mmg lagi susah drpd nk deal dengan benjie yg nak beli itu ini dekat mall.

memang nak gila. sangat.

menangis, x payahlah cerita.

' dia nk marah orang, tapi dia yang nangis. '

because i dont know anybody that can help me with that situation.

situation bila, orang download gambar kita dalam facebook, dan upload dalam facebook dia, dan captionnya, AWEK ****.

memamng syukur sanGat Allah gerakkan hati untuk buang masa bukak album entah sape2.

ya Allah, banyak hikmahnya.

dan lagi parah, si **** x nak bagi kerjasama. dah adik dia, yg duduk sama dengan dia, dia kata x boleh handle.tiba2 je hari tu, x jumpa adik sendiri.

boleh terima ke alasan tu.

ok, terbongkar disitu, saya yang mendedahkan diri saya kepada masalah.

dan saya sudah mendapat pengajaran. DELETE.

Dan bila selesai masalah tu pada jam 2 am, saya mengucapkan terima kasih, dan mohon tidak diganggu. dan dia berang, disuruhnya adik itu upload balik gambar itu, buat main pic. macam sheet. see, cursing is not me actually. tapi bila sy x boleh handle benda, i do curse.

nasib baik lagi, si adik maklumkan, akak, **** suruh upload balik, boleh ke?

ok, lagi sekali nak gila.

yes, u know u r dealing with what kind of person.

bukan nak mengaibkan orang disini, tapi kadang2 bila fikir,
x masuk akal. x logic. x patut. x munasabah. apatah lg nk muhasabah.

hadeih.

sehari yang amat penat, alhamdulillah tiada ape2 yang nak dirushingkan.

ujian, dugaan, cabaran.

macam mana nak handle,
macam mana nak redha,
dan macam mana nk decide, yang ni harus diambil berat, yang ni boleh diabaikan.

dan bila hati baru teringat nak membaca an-nas berkali2.

ketika itu, hanya pada Allah saya mampu serahkan.


In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

1. Say: I seek refuge with the Lord of An-Nas.
2. The King of An-Nas.
3. The God of An-Nas.
4. From the evil of the whisperer who withdraws.
5. Who whispers in the breasts of An-Nas.
6. Of Jinn and An-Nas.

rahmat ujian. :)

Album : Layar Keinsafan
Munsyid : Mestica
http://liriknasyid.com


Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu.


dedicated to my friends,
yang menyedarkan saya maksud lagu ni..
walaupun sudah tersurat..
tapi hati yang tersirat ni tak semudah itu dibuka untuk memahami.

i love the tunes,
then, my friends make me wonder of the meaning.

yes, there is not always pelangi after hujan outside there,
but there is always a palce for you,
untuk mengadu, dan kembalikan diri kita kepada pencipta.

:)

newbie.

yes, hidup yang baru.

bangun pagi, pergi kelas.
wait for 15min,
> korang, kelas postpone.

ok, balik bilik.

games. tidur.

esoknya, kelas at 4 p.m
ok, u should do this and this.
lets ed the class.

balik bilik.

movie, tido.

tomorrownya,

10 a.m,
today u must finished ur essay,
then submit it to my office.

ill wait there. u, stay in class. haha

finished the essay,
balik.

game, movie. tidur.

esoknya,

10 a.m,

let me see ur topic.

ok, we will discussed it next week. lets end the class.
:)


friday, is a free day.

kelas x bosan.
cuma tiada kelas yg amat bosan.

well, its my new life.

jadi penjaga bilik yg setia. dan sahabat bantal yg terbaik.
kah3.

kalau dulu,
best nya kalau kelas cancel..
bestnya kalau esok cuti..

see, my wish is do come true.
but in different way.
:)


there is a question in formspring,

what is the most thing u have proud of in this year.

repeat paper.

yep.
i am proud.
because im trying something new.

biarlah ditinggalkan sahabat seperjuangan pun.

i learned to be serious in making essay.
boleh x? haha.

pluss, doormate is only two.
sorang balik tinggal dua,
sorang ada progs tinggallah sorang2.
wee~

HAPPY!!

sometimes buat2 happy.
tapi bila sabar menanti pelangi,
insyaALLAH akan happy.

have faith in Allah.

:)

happened.oredy

pernah x mengalami, sesuatu yang kita tak pernah alami..
yep, we call it life.

kalau benda itu positive, alhamdulillah..

kalau negative?

samada percaya atau tidak...
adakah kita mampu menelan perkara itu
dan menganggapnya sebagai takdir.

takdir..

kalau semua manusia mampu menerima takdir,

takkan ada porak peranda dalam kehidupan..

takkan ada pesakit di psychology ward HUSM,

takkan ada yang tersangkut belajar.



dan saya, masih tidak berperassan.

seperti dimaklumkan, saya lambat berperasaan.

dan, saya masih tiada perasaan.

ada, tapi x mampu dicerna perasaan itu.

kecewa yang amat.

macam nak gila. haha.


ya Allah, moga rasa hamba dan keredhaan itu milikku..

hadeih, astaghfirullahalazim...

if it is not u, then who?

ummi bercerita,
bercerita macam biasa. :D
kata ummi, abi dulu dah nak jadi hakim,
dekat mahkamah rendah ke mende ntah,
masa itu abi baru setahun jagung,
tapi orang nak abi jadi hakim..

tapi,
dan tapi..
abi berhenti dari situ,
saya x pasti abi jadi ape, lawyer ke, hakim ke mende at that time.
abi berhenti kerana,
abi penat dan bosan..
sikit2 nak berbaju melayu bersampin.
nak kena attend itu attend ini.
kurang cuti kurang masuk hutan, haha
abi, manakan bisa dikongkong begitu.


banyak lagi la ummi cakap,
dan seperti biasa, saya bukan reporter utama. haha.

bukan isu itu yang nak dikemukakan,
isu lain.

saya berkata kepada ummi,
nasib baik abi keluar, kalau tidak mesti teruk,
besar tu amanah jadi hakim,
nk buat keputusan mende..

haaa,
lawyer pon sama je,
aci silap buat keputusan?
mcm mana kalo org yg x bersalah dipersalahkan?

nasib baik la abi x jadi,
saya pulak yg emo.

huahahaha.

saya kata lagi,
achik ingat nk amik double degree,
nk amik law sekali,
tapi pikir balik besar tanggungjawab 2,
kalau salah kita, salah jugak orang lain..

x mo la amik,
takut nk beramanah.

nasib baik x ambik,
nasib baik abi x jadi..

saya x habis2 berkata nasib baik itu.
haha.

then, seperti biasa saya akan ditembak. pheeuuw~

seorang muslim itu untuk lari dari amanah ke?

kalau bukan kita, siapa yang nak pegang amanah tu?

nak serahkan amanah Allah kepada siapa?



fuhh!
ayat itu memang menikam kalbu..
sob3.. tertikam tertusuk.

even ayat itu sudah berjuta kali didengar,
setiap kali mendengar itu saya akan ditikam lagi. XD

kita nak serahkan amanah tu kepada siapa?

semua yang belajar untuk memikul amanah itu mampu ke memikulnya?

mereka belajar, tapi belajar tidak bermakna mereka mampu..
kalau tidak manakan ada yang kecundang tika mendaki tangga universiti itu...

kalaupun mereka berjaya, 4 flat bertingkat2 kondo pun ada,

adakah mereka tahu ape yg dipelajari?
dari sudut manakah ilmu mereka?

peguam syariah belajar dari Thomas Hobbes,ada jaminan mentaliti mereka sempurna tanpa mentaliti barat?

hadeih..

bukan ape,
kita berada didunia sebenar,
tgok kawan2 yang amik IRK, LAWS, ECONS, pape je lah,
yang benar2 thiqah dgn dunianya, alhamdulillah,
yg amik syariah clubbing on weekend?

bukan tiada, ada..

bukan mereka tidak layak,
mereka layak,
semua orang layak,
tapi sejauh mana kelayakan mereka..

amanah itu berat..kalaulah dapat dilihat amanah itu..

sebab satu je,
kat akhirat nanti kena tanya, nak jawab ape?


jangan kata amanah itu bukan untuk kita..
sebab kalau bukan kita siapa?

just look around urself,
sedarkah kalain kita berada di dunia ape..

dunia saya,
dunia yang penuh rintangan dan halangan,
untuk menjatuhkan setiap yang bergelar islam.
Rasulullah (Sallallaho alaihe wasallam) said, "The contrast between a person who glorifies Almighty Allah and one who does not remember Him is like that between the living and the dead."

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~
then, its better for not finding a reason to broke it.

لا يؤمن أحدكم حتى يحب لأخيه ما يحب لنفسه;
None of you truly believes until he loves for his brother what he loves for himself.


do love urself,
and do love others,
because u will get one if u be one.

thank you. :)